One thing I have talked about a lot recently? Getting married. Which by the way, we're down to a 2 month countdown as of today. Something I haven't talked about a lot? The fact that I am moving states, and the emotions that come along with this impending move.
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I am moving to South Carolina. Land of warm weather. Where I will finally be LIVING with Thomas, for good. peace out long distance. Those are the positives. The important factors. Because there is nothing I want more than to be living with my best friend, day in and day out, everyday.
But. Yes, there's a but.
This move gives me more anxiety than I let onto.
Anxious about moving away from my family.
Anxious about moving somewhere where I know no one (except T's family).
About finding a job in SC.
Anxious about making new friends.
And about having to learn my way around a new town (have I mentioned I'm awful with directions).
Really the list could go on, as we know my anxieties can get the best of me. And although I know I should Let Go and Let God, it's hard. Really hard.
It's hard to give it all up to God. To say I know you have this under control Lord, and I'm just going to Trust (with a capitol T) in your plan. To let go of the anxiety that takes over when I think about this move. But I'm trying. Everyday. With lots of prayer and scriptures. Because I know that will not let me fall. He will never forsake me. Ever.
And that's something that is reassuring. That's something that will get me through each day. Something that will carry me through my first couple weeks. And the next few after that, as I get used to life. My new life.
What a crazy adventure we'll be on. And as anxious as I am, I don't have to do it alone. God is within her, she will not fall. There's no one I'd rather do this life with than Thomas. I can get through this.